Aug 24, 2013

one of many

they say
Curiosity killed the Cat
and the tiger
of my soul
is Dying

every momento
the notes
the pictures
of the lovers of his past

i stopped asking questions
months ago
the knowledge alone
that i wasn't his first
is enough to make me question
"will i be his last?"

the fear
of losing him
has made me want to do
stupid things
that i
would never forgive myself for.

but what will separate me
from
two Fiancés
his First Love
the Mother of his children

i'm nothing special

I was just one friend
of many
one lover
of many
one broken woman
of many

what sets me apart?