life

the confusion
stress
beauty
and unforgetfulness of a life
still not complete

you say you're content
and happy
but really?
how do you know that
without a
shadow of a doubt?

me?
i used to feel
guilty
because i wanted more
than what i had

now
just call me what you think
i am

selfish
ambiguous
hypocritical

because I'm done
walking on eggshells
for fear that I might
disturb the universe